Insincere Friendship

I treated him so nice coz we have few same race in the co. ...one upon a time, he suddenly knock on my room n ordered me to let him place his stuffs in my hand carry bag ..I not even have a chance to reject him then he already walk away...the most silly thing, I was carrying my bag all the way in my trip n my lovely colleague was helping me to carry also..I was pretty touched ...this so call buddy not even intend to give a hand despite his stuffs are in my bag..how's ridiculous isn't ....I must be calm for this, I forgive n forget... But another issue again till I decided to cut him off from my buddies lis, I was worrying that he  couldn't make it for the duty, I had checked the schedule n text him the updated info..he didn't reply...I was worrying he missed out...next day I called him, thanks god he answered my call..unfortunately, he told me that he n my brother had  been removed from my team ..I was shocked ..put it on this way, if I don't called him I wouldn't know he has been removed n he is worried I ruin his perfect schedule 

Surprisingly,  a week later I received  his call ...he wastrying to be nice by telling me my future team schedule will be a bit tiring ...n he tried to convince me to join his current team ..I knew his intention but I told him that I got 1 sweetie n 1 buddy ...wherever they go then they will be counted on me ...eventually I rejected his so call "kindness"...it's obvious but yet he realized I had figured out "insincere friendship"

'hypocrite & selfish'

i got a called from a "fren" asking if i am willing to mutual with another team even tho' she hate to have me in her very own team. well,  if i am in her shoes, i will think a thousand times before making a call to someone u so called "fren".

then came another "fren" texting me wondering about my current team if i am in the company of the best people. it was easy. my reply was a definite yes since i have no crisis with anyone i worked with. as i remembered correctly, she is a nice lass with sweet words who once used to ask me to arrange for a swap between us so that she can be in her favourite team. it was then but maybe she had forgotten tht am not a kid anymore. i know the game.

i hate to know that one I called "fren" is actually just a person tht i know and only a colleague to work with. so.. there goes the frenship.
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today.. i would like to do an opening ceremony for my blogspot live update direct from... my bbm. ^-^

exploring the world technology only a bit later from others but at least something rather than nothing huh

thks to my darling childhood fren who willing to assist me where all this while always donno how to do it plus always no time to explore this itsy bitsy IT on another word me the IT idiot. *cool*

lurve u habibti muackssss xoxxoxo

sign,
ceo of junichee ^-^
sending now. hoping this 2nd time will be successful. *fuh**

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i hate it but i lurve it. . . .?!

its so fake. plastic. mask. i hate living in this kind of world.  but here you are.  with ur own people! salute to multicultural nationalities where life are so harmony compare to this.

i love my flying buddy.  we have known each other more than 10 yrs ago.  she still the best mate i've ever had.  the only thing i cant  stand is the aircon.  she claim tht she is european so now tho i hates my own people but guess i love the superb climate here! hmmm. .  am kinds of complicated isnt it? 

colourful day

in the same day surprisingly we can see two things differently. or perhaps many.  how fast the true colours shows is unbelievable.  two person was closely talking like never ending story and yet when one is out for something, the other one whispering the weakness of another.  i shud now walk slowly and just whisper instead of run and laugh loudly.  that's where am staying rite now.  i cant just hide and play safe but need to show up and do some activities so tht everyone can see my appearance and then i'll be gone with my  sweet little bb and lappy.

tonite am gonna to fly again. . . i cant even open my eyes but this happening frens calling to lepaking and chit chatting.  there goes my day.

gossipping anyone?

someone told me many stories abt people tht i knew.  some story reminded me of a culture long ago before i left them behind me when i shifted far away from all this bullshit.  now the same culture is coming back to haunt me since i decided to work with a local company and to be based in my home country.  someone's told me - quote" u should get used to it and we cant stop people from talking and gossiping". . .well,  thx for ur two cents but thx and still no thx for gossipping others.

there are times when a friend of mine is about to tell a story then they decided not to finish the conversation or just dont feel like telling you . . which in turn leaving you hanging mid-way, wondering how the hell the story was gonna end!

here come ur no gossipping motto

a torn flowers

a lady came down the stairs one fine day and shouted to me with a hello.  thot y was tht.  she was looking for her partner at this hour. . an arabic mixed blood lady, tall and sexy. now, it is almost a trend and all this kind of things seems acceptable by all.  i wonder how my great great grandparents would say if this things happened during their time.  true, that they seems lovely.  they call u sweetheart, they care for u and may be they might even be better than ur real partner.  ouch. . i mean others. . not mine.  mine is always the best as always. therefore i love, miss and need my soulmate all the times. .  i love u sweeheart.  my love for u will nvr change today tomorrow and forever.  nite2 love, nite2 all.